Focus

Do any of you have a bad habit that makes it hard for you to concentrate? One thing that makes it hard for me to concentrate is when people constantly bother me when I’m actually trying to do work. I think I’m pretty gifted at the things I do, but I get threw off topic pretty easy. I need to develop a better focus on thing. I can start one thing but before I finish that I move on to another project. My short term focus really holds me back in school and is one of the reasons why I no longer have my job at Gold Star because I couldn’t keep my focus long enough so I decided it would be best for me to just go ahead and move on from the job. So take me as a prime example on what not addressing your problems ahead of time can cause. You can lose something totally good that you have by not coming clean with your problems. Having a crowd of people around you when you are trying to get something done is also a habit you should want to break. So I suggest you guys and gals take this information in mind and compare your focus and ability to stay on task to some of the things I said.

Depression

            Depression affects a lot of people in different ways, take me as an example once my mom passed away on May 22^nd 2001, my life has never been the same. Growing up in life without a mom really puts a lot of stress and pressure on me. I know similar things hurt others as well. It’s just hard for me to care about things in life without a mom. It’s kind of my mom brought me into this world and without her being here I kind of don’t have a will to do good in life cause she can’t witness all my good deeds in life. So this is my way of showing my reasons why it’s hard for me to concentrate in life. Are there things like this that cause any of you not to have a will to do good on a specific thing? I know it may sound a little shellfish and immature but it’s honestly my opinion on how my situation relates to depression and how it affects me. It completely makes me shut down and shut the world out. I just want to stay in my room alone isolated from everything and everybody else when I’m in this state of mind.

Cool Time 1

            Everybody has that one thing they can turn to in life that helps them relax and get away from the negativity in the world. In my case my Playstation 3 happens to be the item I can get happiness from. It helps me just control anger and I can think about things positively as I’m playing the game I keep up with current NBA and NFL stats. I also like to post on Twitter a lot it helps me get things off my mind that I can’t do any other time. Twitter helps me relax by talking about things going on in my life. Another thing is a lot of my friends have Twitter accounts so I can turn my phone off so I won’t be disturbed but I can still remain in contact with everyone. I even have my Playstation 3 linked with my Twitter account. Without Twitter and my Playstation 3 I don’t know what I would do with myself every day. What are some of the things that help you guys and gals receive a sense of comfort? Leave positive responses please about things that you think I could possibly look into. P.S follow me on Twitter!!! @ItsBigLips.